Things that i want to do today..

Hi all,

My life lately is suck! Anger, hates, frustrated, disappointment, all this feeling made my life upside down. But this morning once woke up i decided that today will be a new day for, fresh new start. I don't want to think too much, and i don't want to take myself so seriously. What is past is past, i dont want it to spoil my present happiness. In fact, life is too short to waste time hating someone. I want to forgive everyone for everything (i know its difficult to do especially when you hurt so much but i am trying...still trying. Even Rom cannot be conquered in a day ). I know that sometimes, i shouldn't have a negative thoughts on somethings that i cannot control. Think positive, be happy, smile, laugh more, do the right things, keep my limit and believe that Allah heals everything..ah, I should know that i need to do these.

So today, this morning, i get up, dress up and smile. That smile not as sweet as usual but i will make sure that it comes from heart. I know that no one in charge on my happiness except myself. What people gonna say about me? That is non of my business. I will be positive, make people smile and happy because i believe that we will be happy every time we saw people smile and laugh (right?). Anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful, i want to get rid of it.

I know it is hard to do all these and take some times to recover, but i believe that time will help me to heals and kills bad memory. And now, i want to take sometimes to sit in silence and listen to my favorite music. May Allah helps me....