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Friday, October 21, 2011

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Never Lie to Woman


A man called home to his wife and said, " Honey, I have been asked to go fishing up in Canada with my boss & several of his Friends

We'll be gone for a week. This is a good opportunity for me to get that Promotion I've been wanting, so could you please pack enough Clothes for a week and set out my rod and fishing box, we're Leaving From the office & I will swing by the house to pick my things up"
" Oh! Please pack my new blue silk pyjamas. "

The wife thinks this sounds a bit fishy but being the good wife she is, did exactly what her husband asked.

The following Weekend he came home a little tired but otherwise looking good.

The wife welcomed him home and asked if he caught many fish?

He said, "Yes! Lots of Salmon, some Bluegill, and a few Swordfish. But why didn't you pack my new blue silk pyjamas like I asked you to Do?"

 
You'll love the answer...

The wife replied,

"I did. They're in your fishing box ..."



 

Monday, October 17, 2011

WHAT LOVE MEANS TO AGE 4 TO 8 YEAR OLD CHILDREN :)

Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes.

What does 'Love' mean?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does 'love' mean?'
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love'. Rebecca, age 8

'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.'. Billy - age 4

'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5

'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissie - age 6

'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4

'Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.' Danny - age 7

'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that... They look gross when they kiss'. Emily - age 8

'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.' Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,' Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.' Noelle - age 7

'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.' Tommy - age 6

'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.' Cindy - age 8

'My mommy loves me more than anybody . You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.'
Clare - age 6

'Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.' Elaine-age 5

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford..'
Chris - age 7

'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day'. Mary Ann - age 4

'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.' Lauren - age 4

'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.' (what an image)
Karen - age 7

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.' Mark - age 6

'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.' Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a con test he was asked to judge.

The purpose of the con test was to find the most caring child. The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,

'Nothing, I just helped him cry'

I said: When there is nothing left, that is when you find out that love is all you need.


Apple family


Wakakakakaka...Have a nice day everyone


Friday, October 14, 2011

Harus baca-Gambaran Hari Kiamat

Assalamualaikum,

Sahabat sekalian, aku dah banyak kali terima email berkenaan tajuk entry hari ni tapi hati ini tak pernah terbuka untuk membaca, meneliti dan memahaminya, Dan untuk kesian kalinya, I received this email again from my best friend, Izan. Dan entah mengapa, dalam kesibukan tiba-tiba mata ini tajam memerhati subject email yang baru diterima ini. Dan dengan izin Allah, dalam kesibukan tiba-tiba aku punya masa untuk membaca dan memahami. Bukan, bukan selama ini aku tak punya masa, tapi aku tak pernah dapat kekuatan untuk membacanya, tapi entah mengapa, hari ini.....Subhanallah.

Bukakan minda dan terima hakikat yang kita akan melalui semua ini, suatu hari nanti...ya, suati hari yang pasti!


Gambaran Hari Qiamat
Selepas Malaikat Israfil meniup sangkakala (bentuknya seperti tanduk besar) yang memekakkan telinga, seluruh makhluk mati kecuali Izrail & beberapa malaikat yang lain. Selepas itu, Izrail pun mencabut nyawa malaikat yang tinggal dan akhirnya nyawanya sendiri.

Selepas semua makhluk mati, Tuhan pun berfirman mafhumnya "Kepunyaan siapakah kerajaan hari ini?" Tiada siapa yang menjawab. Lalu Dia sendiri menjawab dengan keagunganNya "Kepunyaan Allah Yang Maha Esa lagi Maha Perkasa." Ini menunjukkan kebesaran & keagunganNya sebagai Tuhan yg Maha Kuasa lagi Maha Kekal Hidup, tidak mati.

Selepas 40 tahun, Malaikat Israfil a.s. dihidupkan, seterusnya meniup sangkakala untuk kali ke-2, lantas seluruh makhluk hidup semula di atas bumi putih, berupa padang Mahsyar (umpama padang Arafah) yang rata tidak berbukit atau bulat seperti bumi.

Sekelian manusia hidup melalui benih anak Adam yg disebut "Ajbuz Zanbi" yang berada di hujung tulang belakang mereka. Hiduplah manusia umpama anak pokok yang kembang membesar dari biji benih.

Semua manusia dan jin dibangkitkan dalam keadaan telanjang dan hina. Mereka tidak rasa malu kerana pada ketika itu hati mereka sangat takut dan bimbang tentang nasib & masa depan yang akan mereka hadapi kelak.

Lalu datanglah api yang berterbangan dengan bunyi seperti guruh yang menghalau manusia, jin dan binatang ke tempat perhimpunan besar. Bergeraklah mereka menggunakan tunggangan (bagi yang banyak amal), berjalan kaki (bagi yang kurang amalan) dan berjalan dengan muka (bagi yang banyak dosa). Ketika itu, ibu akan lupakan anak, suami akan lupakan isteri, setiap manusia sibuk memikirkan nasib mereka.

Setelah semua makhluk dikumpulkan, matahari dan bulan dihapuskan cahayanya, lalu mereka tinggal dalam kegelapan tanpa cahaya. Berlakulah huru-hara yang amat dahsyat.

Tiba-tiba langit yang tebal pecah dengan bunyi yang dahsyat, lalu turunlah malaikat sambil bertasbih kepada Allah SWT. Seluruh makhluk terkejut melihat saiz malaikat yang besar dan suaranya yang menakutkan.

Kemudian matahari muncul semula dengan kepanasan yang berganda. Hingga dirasakan seakan-akan matahari berada sejengkal dari atas kepala mereka. Ulama berkata jika matahari naik di bumi seperti keadaannya naik dihari Kiamat nescaya seluruh bumi terbakar, bukit-bukau hancur dan sungai menjadi kering. Lalu mereka rasai kepanasan dan bermandikan peluh sehingga peluh mereka menjadi lautan. Timbul atau tenggelam mereka bergantung pada amalan masing-masing. Keadaan mereka berlanjutan sehingga 1000 tahun.

Terdapat satu telaga kepunyaan Nabi Muhammad SAW bernama Al-Kausar yang mengandungi air yang hanya dapat diminum oleh orang mukmin sahaja. Orang bukan mukmin akan dihalau oleh malaikat yang menjaganya. Jika diminum airnya tidak akan haus selama-lamanya. Kolam ini berbentuk segi empat tepat sebesar satu bulan perjalanan. Bau air kolam ini lebih harum dari kasturi, warnanya lebih putih dari susu dan rasanya lebih sejuk dari embun. Ia mempunyai saluran yang mengalir dari syurga.

Semua makhluk berada bawah cahaya matahari yang terik kecuali 7 golongan yang mendapat teduhan dari Arasy. Mereka ialah:

- Pemimpin yang adil.
- Orang muda yang taat kepada perintah Allah.
- Lelaki yang terikat hatinya dengan masjid.
- Dua orang yang bertemu kerana Allah dan berpisah kerana Allah.
- Lelaki yang diajak oleh wanita berzina, tetapi dia menolak dengan berkata "Aku takut pada Allah".
- Lelaki yg bersedekah dengan bersembunyi (tidak diketahui orang ramai).
- Lelaki yang suka bersendirian mengingati Allah lalu mengalir air matanya kerana takutkan Allah.


Oleh kerana tersangat lama menunggu di padang mahsyar, semua manusia tidak tahu berbuat apa melainkan mereka yang beriman, kemudian mereka terdengar suara "pergilah berjumpa dengan para Nabi". Maka mereka pun pergi mencari para Nabi. Pertama sekali kumpulan manusia ini berjumpa dengan Nabi Adam tetapi usaha mereka gagal kerana Nabi Adam a.s menyatakan beliau juga ada melakukan kesalahan dengan Allah SWT. Maka kumpulan besar itu kemudiannya berjumpa Nabi Nuh a.s., Nabi Ibrahim a.s., Nabi Musa a.s., Nabi Isa a.s. (semuanya memberikan sebab seperti Nabi Adam a.s.) dan akhirnya mereka berjumpa Rasullullah SAW. Jarak masa antara satu nabi dengan yang lain adalah 1000 tahun perjalanan.

Lalu berdoalah baginda Nabi Muhammad SAW ke hadrat Allah SWT. Lalu diperkenankan doa baginda.

Selepas itu, terdengar bunyi pukulan gendang yang kuat hingga menakutkan hati semua makhluk kerana mereka sangka azab akan turun. Lalu terbelah langit, turunlah arasy Tuhan yang dipikul oleh 8 orang malaikat yang sangat besar (besarnya sejarak perjalanan 20 ribu tahun) sambil bertasbih dengan suara yang amat kuat sehingga 'Arasy itu tiba dibumi.

'Arasy ialah jisim nurani yang amat besar berbentuk kubah (bumbung bulat) yang mempunyai 4 batang tiang yang sentiasa dipikul oleh 4 orang malaikat yang besar dan gagah. Dalam bahasa mudah ia seumpama istana yang mempunyai seribu bilik yang menempatkan jutaan malaikat di dalamnya. Ia dilingkungi embun yang menghijab cahayanya yang sangat kuat.

Kursi iaitu jisim nurani yang terletak di hadapan Arasy yang dipikul oleh 4 orang malaikat yang sangat besar. Saiz kursi lebih kecil dari 'Arasy umpama cincin ditengah padang . Dalam bahasa mudah ia umpama singgahsana yang terletak dihadapan istana.

Seluruh makhluk pun menundukkan kepala kerana takut. Lalu dimulakan timbangan amal. Ketika itu berterbanganlah kitab amalan masing-masing turun dari bawah Arasy menuju ke leher pemiliknya tanpa silap dan tergantunglah ia sehingga mereka dipanggil untuk dihisab. Kitab amalan ini telah ditulis oleh malaikat Hafazhah / Raqib & 'Atid / Kiraman Katibin.

Manusia beratur dalam saf mengikut Nabi dan pemimpin masing- masing. Orang kafir & munafik beratur bersama pemimpin mereka yang zalim. Setiap pengikut ada tanda mereka tersendiri untuk dibezakan.

Umat yang pertama kali dihisab adalah umat Nabi Muhammad SAW, dan amalan yang pertama kali dihisab adalah solat. Sedangkan hukum yang pertama kali diputuskan adalah perkara pertumpahan darah.

Apabila tiba giliran seseorang hendak dihisab amalannya, malaikat akan mencabut kitab mereka lalu diserahkan, lalu pemiliknya mengambil dengan tangan kanan bagi orang mukmin dan dengan tangan kiri jika orang bukan mukmin.

Semua makhluk akan dihisab amalan mereka menggunakan satu Neraca Timbangan. Saiznya amat besar, mempunyai satu tiang yang mempunyai lidah dan 2 daun. Daun yang bercahaya untuk menimbang pahala dan yang gelap untuk menimbang dosa.

Perkara pertama yang diminta ialah Islam. Jika dia bukan Islam, maka seluruh amalan baiknya tidak ditimbang bahkan amalan buruk tetap akan ditimbang.

Ketika dihisab, mulut manusia akan dipateri, tangan akan berkata- kata, kaki akan menjadi saksi. Tiada dolak-dalih dan hujah tipuan. Semua akan di adili oleh Allah Ta'ala dengan Maha Bijaksana.

Setelah amalan ditimbang, mahkamah Mahsyar dibuka kepada orang ramai untuk menuntut hak masing-masing dari makhluk yang sedang dibicara sehinggalah seluruh makhluk berpuas hati dan dibenarkannya menyeberangi titian sirat.

Syafaat Nabi Muhammad SAW di akhirat :

- Meringankan penderitaan makhluk di Padang Mahsyar dengan mempercepatkan hisab.
- Memasukkan manusia ke dalam syurga tanpa hisab.
- Mengeluarkan manusia yang mempunyai iman sebesar zarah dari neraka.

(Semua syafaat ini tertakluk kepada keizinan Allah SWT.)

Para nabi dan rasul serta golongan khawas juga diberikan izin oleh Tuhan untuk memberi syafaat kepada para pengikut mereka. Mereka ini berjumlah 70 000. Setiap seorang dari mereka akan mensyafaatkan 70 000 orang yang lain.

Setelah berjaya dihisab, manusia akan mula berjalan menuju syurga melintasi jambatan sirat. Siratul Mustaqim ialah jambatan (titian) yang terbentang dibawahnya neraka. Lebar jambatan ini adalah seperti sehelai rambut yang dibelah tujuh dan ia lebih tajam dari mata pedang. Bagi orang mukmin ia akan dilebarkan dan dimudahkan menyeberanginya.

Fudhail bin Iyadh berkata perjalanan di Sirat memakan masa 15000 tahun. 5000 tahun menaik, 5000 tahun mendatar dan 5000 tahun menurun. Ada makhluk yang melintasinya seperti kilat, seperti angin, menunggang binatang korban dan berjalan kaki. Ada yang tidak dapat melepasinya disebabkan api neraka sentiasa menarik kaki mereka, lalu mereka jatuh ke dalamnya.

Para malaikat berdiri di kanan dan kiri sirat mengawasi setiap makhluk yang lalu. Setiap 1000 orang yang meniti sirat, hanya seorang sahaja yang Berjaya melepasinya. 999 orang akan terjatuh ke dalam neraka.

Rujukan: Kitab Aqidatun Najin karangan Syeikh Zainal Abidin Muhammad Al- Fathani. Pustaka Nasional Singapura 2004.

Jika sekiranya kalian ingin mengumpul saham akhirat, sampaikanlah ilmu ini kepada sahabat² yang lain. Sepertimana sabda Rasulullah SAW: Sampaikanlah pesananku walaupun satu ayat.  

Sesungguhnya apabila matinya seseorang anak Adam itu, hanya 3 perkara yang akan dibawanya bersama :
Sedekah/amal jariahnya.
Doa anak²nya yang soleh.
Ilmu yang bermanfaat yang disampaikannya kepada orang lain. 

Wallahualam.

So in love with.....stripe!


I never so in love with stripe but now....oh dear, love is in the air!

Happy Friday everyone.

Weekend is just around the corner!!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Mee Udang Kuala Sepetang

Mee udang Mak Jah yang famous ini letaknya di Kuala Sepetang. Aku dah tak ingat sangat macamana nak ke sini secara detailnya sebab dah menempuh perjalanan yang jauh, dari KL, dengan pelbagai karenah anak-anak sepanjang perjalanan. Tapi apa yang aku ingat, selepas exit Changkat Jering terus masuk kiri dan jalan sahaja terus ke depan sampai jumpa sign board Mee Udang Mak Jah.

Sepanjang perjalanan selepas exit Changkat Jering tu, you all akan jumpa alot of signboard for mee udang, kalau nak cuba tak salah, cuma for me yang dah dihasut dek hubby sejak seminggu sebelum perjalanan kami, itu sahajalah yang ada dihati; Mee Udang Mak Jah. Ah..Im starving. I travelled all day long just to taste this mee udang yang diwar-warkan. If you ask me...it is super duper delicious!

Okay...pictures....here with go
 To recognize this stall, here is the sign. Left side, here we go, together with this is the email and contact number ( I published this at no cost okay, not even free mee udang...hahaha)

Okay, kat sini disediakan parking lot yang agak luas, free of charge, khas untuk pelanggan kedai mee udang mak jah sahaja okay, bertentangan dengan kedai makan tadi. Minah kat dalam gambar ni dah over excited, sebab akhirnya sampai jumpa.. (and I feel so relieve, no more "are we there yet?" every 20minutes)

Suasana dalam kedai makan, agak tenteram. Makan pun berselera sebab ditemani angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa dan dalam suasana kampung, agak unik perasaan itu, walaupun orang ramai silih berganti, tapi tetap balun sampai 2 mangkuk (ops!)

And last but not least......taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Yummy!

Tak sangka aku belasah sampai 2 mangkuk, lapar kot..Ada macam-macam menu,semuanya ada udang. Mee udang, mee udang special, mee goreng udang, kue tiew goreng udang, nasi goreng udang, tomyam udang ... u said it, macam-macam ada. Oh ya, kat sini wifi pun ada, tapi kena mintak password lah. Harga agak sepadan, aku kira my mee udang special, they got 11 pcs yg size sedang-sedang tau. price RM11 ++

Alhamdulillah....

Hasilnya..heheh





Korang ada cadangan tempat makan yang best-best dan harga berpatutan? Tell me...I will go, if weekend got nothing to do...hahaha (yes, aku memang gila travel)

Kata Aku: Nikmatilah nikmat makanan sementara masih sihat dan punya selera :) Enjoy life

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Surat cinta..

Assalamualaikum,

Lamanya tak update blog ni, dah bersawang-sawang. Maaflah, sepanjang Ramadhan sangat sibuk dengan kehidupan realiti, tak punya masa terluang untuk ber-blogging. Anyway thanks for the silent reader out there who gave sometimes a sneak-peek to my blog.

Love letter...lama betul tak pernah dapat love letter. Korang ada bersurat-surat cinta macam dolu-dolu? Eh, syok tau. Teringat zaman remaja dulu,selalu curi-curi baca surat cinta bapak saudara. Semua ayat bermula dengan "ditemani cahaya bulan, aku mendoakan semoga....". Wakakaka...jiwang!

Kisahnya si anak teruna, pulang je dari taska semalam terus mintak pensil dan kertas, nak tulis surat cinta katanya. Wahh...budak-budak zaman sekarang, kelas ko jah! Mama dulu umur 6 tahun, tak tahu apa surat cinta, nak tulis nama sendiri pun kurang pandai, apatah lagi nak menulis surat cinta. Lepas dapat pensil dan kertas, si boboiboy teruslah menunduk, tekun menulis, kita pun rasa bangga , hati kembang-kuncup memikirkan nak dapat surat cinta dari anak, aish! tak sabarnya....

Ok mama, dah siap! Skang abang nak pergi rumah irfan (cousinnya yang tinggal di tingkat satu). Aik? Mama dah naik hairan, mana surat cinta untuk mamanya?, aku bertanya. Bukan untuk mama lah (ha, time ni mama rasa dah nak menangis!) Habis untuk siapa? Takde jawapan, hanya satu senyuman yang agak mencurigakan yang bisa aku lihat. Eh? Kenapa mamat ni tersengih-sengih ni? Tak boleh jadi ni!

So aku pun apa lagi, psycho lah dia skit. "Okay, kalau macam tu, bagi mama tengok surat tu, mama nak check, spelling abang betul atau tak". Nah! Trick menjadi....Surat dah pun ada di dalam tangan, dengan penuh suspen...jeng jeng jeng.



Kata aku: Eh! Malulah nak teruskan cerita, korang nilailah sendiri...hehehe

Thursday, September 15, 2011

The Irreplaceable Void

A worth sharing story:

4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.

There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child.

With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all i heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the 'problem'... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bedsheet and blanket!

Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation:

"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys....I am sorry Dad..."

At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks...but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.

A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.

However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry, Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....

Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around. 'cos he makes me proud too!

Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter, and its Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by...Christmas carols and frantic shoppers....but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, ' I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year.

His answer, amidst his sobbing, was : The letters were for Mummy.

My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did u post so many letters, at one time?" My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and I sent it all at once..."

Dear Mummy,
I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldnt help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason.

Mummy,
Everyday I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why havent you appear?

After reading the letter, I can't stop sobbing. 'cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....

For the females with children:
Don't do so much overtime. If you cannot finish the work, it must be some kind of problems within the company, and it is not your sole problem. Feedback to your boss. Endless overtime may not necessary be the answer to the problem. Take care of your health so that you can treasure and take care of your little precious.

For the married men:
Drink less, smoke less, cos nothing can replace your good health, not even business nor clients.Try thinking this way, are you able to work till your clients are totally dependent on you? or your boss is totally dependent on you? In this society, no one is indispensable. Take care of your health, so that you can take care of your little precious and your loved ones.

For those singles out there:
Beauty lies in loving yourself first. With confidence and loving yourself, you will see the beauty in other things around you. You will be able to work better and happier. Don't let your health be affected by your work or your boss, so nothing matters more than your well being.

I said: speechless....

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Entry tak terkata..

Yes,

I know i havent update this blog for ages. No time for blogging, no time for facebook, my life now is a reality one, tak ada yang di alam maya.

Semalam while waiting for my beloved husband to pick up me from office, i heard people talking about phone call for someone who offer a job with a cant-say-no amount and benefit. I got that call too..so now i start feel curious. What the heck!

I feel so dissappointed and bengang. My blackberry dah mula buat hal, start hang for few minutes and abit difficult to scroll. Geram tak terkata. Dalam hati dah menyumpah-nyumpah, ikutkan hati nak je aku grab Iphone but I want to wait for my friend who going for holiday in Europe . Who's know he will bring ' I feel gooood' stuff. *double wink* to Amir Hasanuddin. I wanna hear good news ok

Last week i went to Pediatric hospital @ HKL, visiting my lil sister cousin who suspect to have Leukemia. She's only 4. And I went visit her again on Monday, brought all the stuff that she may need..pampers, milk, socks and tidbit to make her happy. Oh dear...really tak terkata. Unlike! But Allah is Almighty, her mom so strong, I never heard she complaint on anything. Betapa aku tak bersyukur, sihat walafiat dan still lucky but ....ah! Allah knows..

Tak terkata....


Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Anugerah Ilahi

Semalam aku pulang lambat, selepas berbuka hampai jam 9 malam baru sampai di nursery mengambil anak-anak. Kasihan anak-anak mama, terpaksa menunggu. Badan yang letih, otak yang penat, segala-galanya hilang sebaik sahaja melihat wajah kedua-dua jantung hatiku. Menerima pelukan dan ciuman hangat daripada si adik, melihat senyuman si abang yang tersipu-sipu bila aku mencuit hidungnya cukup untuk mengembalikan semangat yang kian hilang dimamah waktu.

Mama!!!. Itu jeritan yang aku rindukan setiap hari, jeritan yang membuatkan aku tak pernah berasa sabar untuk berjumpa mereka berdua. Bertuahnya diri, punya buah hati yang menjadi segala-galanya dalam hidupku. Beruntungnya kerana bisa mendengar panggilan 'mama' itu setiap hari. Tekanan, keletihan dan segala kepenatan yang bersarang dalam diri selepas seharian dalam kesibukan hilang serta-merta sebaik sahaja mencium ubun-ubun mereka. Bagi aku, mereka sentiasa harum, walaupun tubuh lencun berpeluh dek bermain. Kanak-kanak.............penghuni syurga...

Lately ada beberapa peristiwa yang menyentuh naluriku. Si adik tak lena tidur, kerana gatal-gatal seluruh badan. Mungkin allergic. Badan yang penat, mata yang teramat mengantuk, keenakan dibuai mimpi terpaksa ditolak tepi apabila mendengar dia merengek sambil menggaru-garu di seluruh badan. Aku renung tubuh kecil itu. Rasa bersalah mula menyelubungi diri, menyesal kerana tidur terlalu lena sedangkan dia sedang bertarung dengan ketidakselesaan. Pantas aku bangun, aku cium pipi mulus itu, aku selak rambutnya yang panjang, perlahan-lahan aku pegang tangannya dan menepuk perlahan, tangannya sudah berhenti menggaru, matanya kembali pejam. Tidurlah anak, biar mama membantu....tanganku menggosok-gosok seluruh badannya. Aku lihat di bahagian kaki nya sudah berdarah kerana digaru. Kasihannya, kalau bukan kerana aku tertidur, tidaklah sampai berdarah begini. Aku ambil ubat dan aku sapu perlahan-lahan, mulutku tidak berhenti-henti membaca Fatihah, semoga Allah mengizinkan dia untuk tidur lena untuk malam itu.

Ku lihat sebelah, ah, si abang merengkuk kesejukan. Entah kemana selimutnya. Aku capai selimutku dan pantas menyelimuti tubuh kecil itu, agar dia terasa sedikit panas dan boleh tidur dengan lena. Si adik nampaknya sudah lena, perlahan-lahan aku baring di tengah-tengah antara putera puteri hatiku. Mataku kembali pejam, syukurlah, insyaallah...si adik akan dapat tidur dengan lena hingga ke pagi. Tiba-tiba aku rasakan ada tangan kecil memeluk leherku dengan erat sehingga aku boleh merasakan kehangatan pipinya menyentuh pipiku.Aku tersenyum dan tanpa ku duga, dia bangun dan menciumku bertalu-talu di seluruh muka. Oh anak, kamu membuat mama terharu. Mungkin inilah caranya untuk dia mengucapkan terima kasih atas kesanggupan aku melupakan keenakan dibuai mimpi nan indah. Sesungguhnya, ini adalah sesuatu yang terlalu manis, sayang.

Masa berlalu. Hari ini aku tidak dapat pulang awal dan berbuka puasa bersama-sama suami dan anak-anak, ada kerja penting yang harus diselesaikan di office. Ah, hati sudah di rumah tapi apakan daya. Aku cepat-cepat menyelesaikan tugas yang ada agar aku boleh pulang dengan segera. Dalam hati tertanya-tanya, apakan santapan mereka untuk berbuka nanti? Terbayang-bayang kami sekeluarga duduk di meja dan si abang akan membaca doa sebelum makan bersama-sama. Terdengar-dengar suara si adik yang meminta ayam walaupun itu adalah ikan. Ah...aku harus bekerja dengan lebih pantas, aku rindu mereka.

Jam 11 malam baru aku sampai di rumah. Si adik menerpa dan memeluk aku sebaik sahaja aku melangkah masuk sambil minta di dukung. Mana abang? Oh, abang sudah tertidur di sofa. Kasihan anak mama. Hari ini hari pertama dia berjaya puasa penuh tapi mama tak ada untuk bersama-sama meraikan kejayaannya. Maafkan mama, sayang. Aku pantas mandi dan menunaikan solat Isyak.  Pada tahiyat yang terakhir, aku rasakan ada seseorang di sebelahku. Dalam hati terdetik " siapa pula?". Aku cuba lebih kusyuk...tiba-tiba, aku terasa ada ciuman singgah di kedua pipiku....kiri dan kanan. Ya Ampun...Muhammad Muqri!

Salam diberi. Ku melihat si abang duduk bersandar di dinding menunggu aku habis bersolat. Sebaik sahaja aku habis memberi salam, pantas dia datang dan baring atas ribaku.Hmm...aku tersenyum, aku cium dahinya, ku usap rambutnya yang lembut...Ya Allah, terima kasih atas kurniaanMu ini.

Sesungguhnya anak-anak itu anugerah yang tidak ternilai...



Friday, July 22, 2011

Life Lesson from a baby porcupine :)


Another lesson learned here...
The parable is worth sharing…. But have you ever seen a baby porcupine?


It was the coldest winter ever. Many animals died because of the cold. The porcupines, realizing the situation, decided to group together to keep warm. This way they covered and protected themselves; but the quills of each one wounded their closest companions. After awhile, they decided to distance themselves one from the other and they began to die, alone and frozen. So they had to make a choice: either accept the quills of their companions or disappear from the Earth


Wisely, they decided to go back to being together. They learned to live with the little wounds caused by the close relationship with their companions in order to receive the warmth that came from the others. This way they were able to survive.


Moral of the story: 
 The best relationship is not the one that brings together perfect people, but when each individual learns to live with the imperfections of others and can admire the other person's good qualities. 

The real moral of the story: 
LEARN TO LIVE WITH THE PIN PRICKS IN YOUR LIFE

Zur's says: ^__^

Monday, July 18, 2011

No heart entry...

Actually i dont know what is the suitable title for my entry this time. Should i put a sad title that can describe my feeling at this moment, or should i put something that can show that i am a toughest woman in this world. I dont know, I'll let you people to decide then tell what i title it...

So many things happen in this world lately. From the series of earthquake that killed many people all around the world till the rally that occured in this fine country few days back. All these.....all of these had influence my emotion. Dont know why, I am just so damn worried. Where is in this world safe for us? If in our own home we cant sleep peacefully, where else..

I dont know. Even to give my kids to be takecare of my own family also worried me, sending them to the nursery every morning with their eyes still close already made the feeling worst. Oh dear... 

It just a full of worries day  ....

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Just...Dont Give Up On ME ..... please

I don't to church enough
I curse out loud, 
I drink too much
I'm more of a sinner than a saint

Got a dusty Bible on my shelf
I just pick it up when I need help
Lord know there's a lot I need to change
And I want to, baby, you make me want to

You tie the knot
When I'm at the end of my rope
You never stop believin' in me
When I don't know who I am
Or what I'm supposed to be
I don't give you no good reason
But baby, don't give up on me

I've smoke my last cigarette
At least a hundred times I bet
I guess I'll just keep quittin' til' it sticks

But for all the things I've failed to do
I've never failed at lovin' you
We both know I can't grant your every wish
But I want to, baby, you make me want to

You tie the knot
When I'm at the end of my rope
You never stop believin' in me
When I don't know who I am
Or what I'm supposed to be
I don't give you no good reason
But baby, don't give up on me

You tie the knot
When I'm at the end of my rope
You never stop believin' in me
When I don't know who I am
Or what I'm supposed to be
I don't give you no good reason
But baby, don't give up on me
 
 

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Ipad2

Kelam-kabut....serabut

Itu perkataan yang boleh men'describe'kan keadaan aku sekarang. Ah, kalau dilihat kembali, cepatnya masa berlalu, rasa baru semalam terima bunga sempena ulangtahun kelahiran, tup-tup, pejam celik pejam celik, datang bunga yang baru, menandakan bertambah setahun lagi usia. Alhamdulillah

Sejak entry yang bersuka-ria sebab apa yang dihajatkan selama ini telah dilunaskan, belum pernah dapat masa yang tenang untuk menulis disini. Ada yang bertanya, apa isi kandungan kotak tu. Tak tahu patut atau tak hadiah tu dipaparkan disini, harap jangan ada yang menganggap aku sebagai menunjuk-nunjuk...

Ipad 2..dah lama mencari, jenuh ke semua apple and Mac store tapi semua berakhir dengan kehampaan. So pada bloggies di luar sana yang berhajat untuk mendapatkan ipad2, sila lah ke website apple sendiri untuk membuat pembelian secara online di sini: Apple Store Tak payahlah korang nak bermimpi nak beli direct from apple store kat KL ni, buat habis duit parking je. Delivery within 2-3 weeks.

So for original apple product accessories, sure mahal kan. So rajin-rajinkanlah meluangkan masa berjalan-jalan ke Low Yat. I got screen protector for RM11 and ipad cover for RM25. Okaylah for short-term use. Tunggu cukup budget baru dapatkan yang ori....tunggu gak kalau-kalau ada orang yang nak belikan ke.. (huhuhuhu....beranganlah kau, zuriati)

Oh ya, kalau order online, kita akan dapat free engraving kat bahagian belakang. So ada few tips la untuk sesiapa yang nak order for engraving ni. When you request for this free engraving (yes, it is free), kalau boleh jangan request for something like your own name unless you want to give this stuff as a gift.  Reason, in future manalah tahu kalau-kalau you all nak jual, jarang ada orang yang suka bila tengok kat situ dah 'tertattoo' nama korang. So jalan selamat, like me, i put my favorite quote: Every Life has a Story. Cool kan.... Ada gak terfikir, best juga kalau boleh request to engrave our favorite cartoon...nak request Optimus Prime .... hehehehe

So pada first time user mcm aku ni ha, memang agak confuse sebab tak tahu apa connection antara itunes and ipad ni. Kalau korang telah menjadi yang empunya apple product ni, you will know. But honestly speaking i would prefer Samsung Tab rather than Ipad..IF Tab come out with bigger size like Ipad size. As usual apple comes out with thousands nice application and fun games but be careful, nanti asyik purchase je, tup-tup bil kredit kad melambung. Masak!

Game yang best? I like cooking dash (thinking to purchase full version of this game), hubby like game flight stimulation (berangan nak jadi pilot lah tu...), lil' hero loves roller-coaster and race car and anak dara kecik tu? Oh dear, she loves Talking Ben so much. Berhantu lah Ben si anjing tu...huhuu

Till here...next time kita share pasal cerita my new babies

PS: Yang dikejar dah dapat, tapi yang dikendong tetap berciciran...*sigh*



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